March 2018


A Wrinkle in Time

You will be missed Beads of Colour. You have been my “wrinkle in time” for the past twenty years, my connection to a part of the universe that may have gone unnoticed otherwise.

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Thank you for introducing me to a richness of humanity that has made me laugh and has made me cry but has shown me the light in the darkness.
Thank you for allowing me to express my creative self and be a part of this

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creative community.
Thank you for giving us fodder for our Friday night rants that will last for years to come.
Thank you for the opportunity to test my abilities and prove that perseverance is a quality that I enjoy.
Thank you sending so many creative souls my way. It was daily stimulation that stimulated growth and expansion.
Thank you for the staff and coworkers, both, present and past, they have been supportive and have shown me so much care and dedication. We know It takes a village.
Thank you for sending so many creative souls my way to enrich my life.
Thank-you for, the money, giving me some financial independence.
Thank you for

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the teachers who have created classes and presented them at the store. Together have created an climate of art that was stimulating. The variety and skill level of these teachers was unparalleled. Their willingness to share has enriched so many.
Thank you for the opportunity to work with my sister Wendy, a computer science wizard. It has kept our relationship strong and connected doing store projects over the years.
Thank you for the beads. I am so blessed. My children and their grandchildren will not want for beads.
Thank you for the travel adventures Dave and I have enjoyed searching out beads around the globe.tucson-cactis-3-_
Thank you for introducing me to the vendors who connect with me in a special way. Their appreciation, of the effort and creativity demanded to operate a store, has been rewarding. Right from that very first one, from Detroit who set the pace with “this aint a hobby honey”.
Thank you for providing a warm place to meet with such a variety of personalities. Each and every one is cherished and has contributed to who I am. This wonderful location and atmosphere is a gem.
Thank you for showing me who I am and who I can be in spite of my flaws.
Thank you for demanding me to be strong and stand up for myself to create something unique.
Thank you for accepting my faults and sticking it out with me.
Thank you for making me realize that I am ok in spite of my flaws, maybe even because of them.
It is a sad day in that this chapter is closing. It has created a depth, a richness to our lives that I cannot say enough about.
Thank you, Beads of Colour. You are loved. You are the Wrinkle in Time to my universe.Louise event volunters

Oh I am doing 65% off for the last three days. Come in and make my packing easier. Truly my grandchildren do not need this many beads. And come and be part of the noisy exit on Thursday March 29th between 4 and 5.

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Last weekend one of the customers said to Sue, “So next Saturday will be your last Saturday.” The sadness on her face was palatable. I won’t tell you her reply.  She can tell you herself when you come in but she did want more hours.

At the time I didn’t really think about the store closing as much as I thought of the Sue and the  loss she was feeling.  Today it dawned on me

THIS IS MY LAST SATURDAY!

I have been counting down the days, but not really thinking about endings. I have been, spreading my treasures into the world  and  saying hello as much as goodbye, to old friends.  When not doing that, I  focus on packing.   So it is time!!

 THIS IS MY LAST SATURDAY!!

to have a storefront EVER. So I am going to go out with a blast. Everything is

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SUPPER SENSATIONAL SATURDAY FOR SUE!!

Everything will be 65% off  for Saturday. Not sure about next week, will decide later. One thing I am sure I am going to make some noise and eat cake  at 5pm on Thursday March 29. If you are nearby please come on in for the final blast. I am hoping my grandkids will be there to help with some noise makers.

Thanks to each and everyone of you it has been a blast.

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I am awake early this morning because of a  nightmare.  Change is difficult for me. This is getting a little crazy.

The store did 175 customers last week. We actually did 50 on Saturday. My little shop!  Yesterday I merchandised the whole place. Last night I had nightmares.retirement-sign

The nightmare(not for the faint of heart) 

I was  lost in a noisy place trying to get direction to the office from all these men going by. Nobody paid any attention to me. They hurried past without even acknowledging me. It was like a central space that had tunnels going off in all directions. No light, no windows  and large tractor like machines pushing garbage around.  Finally a group of woman came by. They where dressed in lighter coloured clothes and had colourful helmets on. The men had been in th9GM1M2C1black suits. The woman where busy talking among themselves yet they told me how to get to the office . The way was tough. It was straight up hill, in mud and rock and I at times I had to crawl on all fours.  At other time I was up to my knees in mud. I finally got into this barren cement series of hallways. I started to do affirmations, You know….. I am strong, I am powerful, I can do this,…… over and over again. Well it didn’t work. I was jumped by a crowd of muddy men who began to rape me. Of course that is when I woke up. Oh to be thankful for reality. 

IthSMS1M0RQ am guessing I feel overwhelmed by the change and the people. This little store was just supposed to be my studio and it grew to be so important to so many. Thanks everyone for being such a big part of my life!

I am leaving the percentage discount at 50% this week. I have rearranged things so you can find your treasures. Still lots of amazing gems  left, come in and  stock up.

I have lots of findings, tools, resin, two holed beads, bricks, lentils, quads, super and mini duos and still have squares 3 and 4 ml. as well as drops and triangles. My elevens are still well stocked, still a reasonable selection of sixes and eights. A few o’s, metal beads and  fifteens left. Not much in delicas although the ten delicas not too bad. Nothing left in coloured metal beads. Lots of vintage beads and spacers. I have to admit it seems endless in the actually small bead category. thL0LXKJ2S

Next week is a short week so this is the last full week. The end of the month is Easter.

I think I am looking forward to seeing you. I am kidding of course I am, the reality is so much better than the dream this week. Come in say Hi and sign my book.

The new studio has met a snag.  The new windows are in, they look great from the outside but the inside, need reframing. I guess, I should have predicted this. The windows where old and not really meant to be forever. Someone was lined up to do the inside frame-work,  last week, but alas, not done.  Not sure I have the energy to do anything about it this week. The retirement sale is taking a lot more energy than I would have predicted.

The shelves have been restocked. So pretty well everything is out on the floor now. My at home stash has only been dipped into. Not sure I am going to get to it before the sale ends, maybe!!

This week I am doing 50% off everything

Still lots of wonderful treasures. Although some things are gone. Things I didn’t have extra of, ie,  coloured metal beads, needles if you can believe that, full  kits of one-g thread, some of my findings like knot covers and backing for earrings broche backs, strange things. I have to say my delicas looks picked over, yet I still have lots of great colours of 11, which is my biggest seller. The magatamas have not even been touched. I am guessing because they are not with the other seed beads and nobody has noticed them.

Physically I am tired, up and down ladders,  moving things around and keeping the shop clean. So much so that I actually take Sunday off and do nothing. I mean nothing- I just sit and stare at the lake.

I am ignoring the emotional aspect of the sale. The collection is going to good homes so I am happy about seeing everything go out the door.

Once again it is relationships!!! We learn and we grow and we become by connecting to people. I have made so many friends over the years. I have learned so much I have grown and become the person I have fallen in love with. It is really really hard to say goodbye. Sometimes I am a little dazed and not sure what to say. I  have had 99 customers this week. Many came in, in a daze themselves. They saw the sign and just had to come in and say WHAT is this really true!!! Several were so upset they didn’t want to shop and had to came back later. It is a  real compliment to have been part of such a magical place that has been so special to so many people.  So far most of my tears are when I am alone.

Both, looking forward to and a little nervous of the coming week.

 

 

I have had a whole week of saying Goodbye as my retirement sale continues. My family has always teased me about how I don’t do change well. Saying Goodbye is even worse.  Sometimes I  just don’t do it,  I disappear when it is time.

Well I am powering through. Spirit has given me the task of saying goodbye for 5 weeks.  My heart is not breaking as I would have thought, but growing. This little colourful piece of the universe that I have called home for 20 years has become important to so many people. They come in to let me know, not only the store will be missed, but I will be missed. They tell me how the  girls and I  have been there for them on those hard to bear days, how the classes have made them challenge themselves,  or how our confidence in them have made them believe in themselves.  I have learned this  bright colourful place has been a oasis in the world, where they can stop drink and play.

Unfortunately it is through shock they express this. For this I am sorry. I feel badly that I couldn’t give all of you some warning.  I am walking toward something but for you I have created a void. It was a difficult decision and it was not made lightly. I thought I had looked at it from  all the angles. I never imagined other  people would experience such sadness. For me I am closing the store front, not shutting down my creativity. It is just  the store front has become a door  for others into their own creativity. I am so proud of what this little store has become. Together we created a portal to the world of forever. Trust me once you have experienced this transition you never forget it. It may take you some time to find  another link but it is there.  The path is well-worn and has lots of makers. We are all traveling together.

On my mother’s grave marker I had written” The journey continues”  Doors are just beginnings, once we are on the other side. Even if we close them  behind us  it only means we can’t come back this way. We need  just need to find another path.  The destinations still exist. Trust me the search for the way is just sooo much fun!!

I just can’t help myself with this one.

So this week everything is from 30% to as much as 60%. Visit soon and often because things will change.